I go out of my room

and I run into my dad.  I didn't say I wanted him to send me secret messages.  He's done this since moving to Orlando and the N word thing with Tim Burton's daughter.

Problem

I go online, and it's not like I feel anyone's really met me.  They know me from before and toss me and my feelings of posting online and getting attention at all.

No one listens, neither.  It's a very fake experience.  Day in and out, I face issues.

I know what goes on.

It gets fooled around with, like other things.  ("Maybe, maybe not.")  So, it seems that people don't want us to talk about these things in a lying way to make us feel guilty and pretend we're the 1 who's shit since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  I'm not a California immigrant sorta person.  It's not like 1 big block of stuff is true means everything else is pretended to be case closed.  That's just a trick, really.  Things require and can intune explanation.  It does happen with other things, too.  Why can't you acknowledge the stuff that you do, for a lot is done?  It feels I've always been thinking about it.  I've come to say something.  I didn't say anything other than making a big deal of what I said in my last post.  I just want to talk about it.  I'm not saying anyone needs to talk back.  I must have some motive.  A lotta people are strangely scared of what I did in my last post.

Do you wanna finish talking about something?

Why in the late 1990s did people suddenly all turn on one another and feel guilty?

I said, "Oh no," when my dad came home several days in a row, until I was told to stop.  It was sorta automatic, seemed like it made sense, my homework was not done.  Also, my dad was kinda mushy as a person.  You can't make a big deal out of it.

This message does not go out to people who don't wanna talk.  Like, who claim not to deal with such things..